no it's not it would be considered patriarchal by the feminist industry, which feminism is and always has been. i love feminist art and have always have as an outsider, i do not meet the standard anymore. it's industry on the sense there is look, feel, and product that appears as promotion of a standard of behavior. i have brisk experience in the feminist industry and really didn't find any connection to the etiquette of assimilate collective foundry. there's nothing wrong with admitting it's an industry so is the patriarchy. my art would be considered patriarchal by all professionals within feminist scenes around the world. i'm submitting to evil men with some kind of gothic brat play fetish. they are the esoteric patriarchal and the most abusive spiritual forces that exist. i'm portrayed as a woman who benefits from it from her own intelligence, but is clearly enjoying the friction and taboo. at the end of the day it's neither. it's my real life and i made it for me. even though that's all true

my hand fan! it has these glitter embellishments all over and floral print. it's the staple in my beauty routine

i love mental-labour's essay on the star game under the "Liber 909" section. he is such a sweetheart over text too. he's the only satanist active on neocities and his scriptures are great. very analytical not afraid to discuss things O9A in a way I wouldn't call disrespectful, but clearly educated with no feeling. centuries are lacking an occult writer like this who can make observations in a brutally straightforward manner. satanism is diverse, i'm not a satanist, but he's the only other person actively writing occult on neocities and it's wonderful. he's a studied occultist too if you're interested check him out. it's a beautiful essay i've been reading over and over: /liber909/thestargame

you are correct in the sense that all women are not always aware that they are doing sex work because there's an effort to pretending to being ignorant about what sex work is to come off as attractive to me. i get paid to go on dates and only dates with men. it's the most common form of sex work, and a lot of women doubt it even exists because they settle for the bare minimum for a companion. i like what I do because i enjoy having to maintain my life as a standard. it's a universal effort to keep up with powerful and overachieving men. i love men and what they can offer me. it's a consuming passion to keep your life some kind of entertaining. i've always been great conversation and have become an overachiever myself. i just assume every women hates me before we even speak with or without the context now. because while you were sleeping around looking for the one, i built a lot of skills and have had experiences i enjoy on my own accord. i'm having a beautiful career and am clearly a genius at networking and entertainment. something a lot of women who want to dress like sex workers can't relate to

this is true. this goes back to folk legend of Queen Elizabeth Báthory bathing in blood. there is no record of such but there was signs she was talking to Lilith's philosophy of vampirism amongst women. the fact we even still tell this story is glamour magic of it's own. Lucifer taught me how to properly set intention in everything and Paimon is showing me how art can make one more beautiful. it's the deepest and most common form of witchcraft and spellwork

i agree. i recently made him chuckle about something i refuse to remember and he closed the ceremony ritual. it left my stomach in knots. baerith on the on the other hand, has been making my life gross. he knew i was too obsessed with seeing myself as ugly and did it to reveal what was messing with my mind. whatever was bothering me about things not adding up is someone from my past and it's messing with my quantum reality. i don't like this but i gotta go back and face this person and this time for my safety the doors are gonna stay open. baerith has showed me i am the person i've been trying to be this entire time

i've done buttons years ago at this point and been on this platform for a long time. i know exactly what you're trying to say you deserve a button. i don't know you, I already follow all the sites i want people to see. i know you found that looking at my mutuals pages who haven't taken it down yet that i don't follow. i don't like pirahxcx.neocities.org

it'll come to us

i'm anti altar like many historic mystics, but i do believe everything should be done with intentions. altars have historically roots exclusive to black magic and any manipulative practice with purpose like the sunday mass. i'm fascinated by hatian voodoo when you imagine the doll as an archetype for the anatomy of reality. bondye being the underlying reality, lwa being the manifestations of new laws, and macroscopic outcomes are guaranteed. voodoo fully ties into the imagery of emergence not torture, nor death. ecosystems from biological interactions are the key principles in this faith. i adore this framework of thinking heavily right now