me too, work hard to manifest for the both of us. i'm a vampire

i've been doing a lot of detoxes back to back, beauty and spiritual. i feel really dizzy and i'm just not getting as much as i want done. i feel sick and honestly stupid because the room is messiest it's ever been. i'm glad i did it though because you have to move fast in your day to day life when you're working through something. i know it's going well because there's nothing on my mind. i know this is the purge phase of my surroundings and it will end, it all does. that's very nice

this is sweet. i just got a new journal but it's sitting on a stack of easels. it's black with rotten plants and seashells on it and it reminds me of Donamostagos. i'm gonna just journal to my own spirit. i don't know about what yet but it's a beautiful cover

she's the self appointed mother of all demons and acts as their greatest opponent in the journey to solidify their existence as something in power

i enjoy when others have dreams about falling generally. it means surroundings are changing frequently within ones life. it makes me excited for them. endless falling is only a good sign, in that quote it was finite. the fall at hand won't be painful for there is ground to plummet into

i love the openings in sayonara zestubou sensei i always wished my mind looked like that literally. it made me feel some type of way in the summer because it was the only type of intelligence i could understand. something about it felt like a challenge and i would get angry because i wanted to feel more than the potential of my creativity

i love my little brother he's my friend

forget "be yourself" and "follow your dreams". i mean this is in the best way possible it's not enough to be nice, flirting is a logic skill that you have to learn. don't think about love languages either. next time you're outside go to the park and bring a sketchbook or something with you. something that's actually fun for you, nothing pretend. so when you come up to a person, they know you weren't here just creeping around and you have something to talk about right away. one thing you should is work on is timing. asmodeous is good at this. he takes the time to learn about what's going on in my life, down to my leather boots with the steel toe. it's real for us, it's annoying, but you have to be kind of annoying to really show you're invested in someone. he gets it though because he'll disappear for a while and then i start thinking about him. you don't need all the confidence in the world, just enough to know when you are making a woman uncomfortable. you know when it's happening, never lie to yourself. you were being very open and that's nice, but you gotta leave room for her life so she can have pleasures like asmodeous does for me. you just saw this concert, you can talk about it another time.

i attended a public occult ritual in this apartment complex's basement decorated with angelic art and portraits of the kabbalah and a bamphomet clock. i met Lucifer there again but this time he was a dapper, clean cut witch. very kind and a shitty flirt. he came from "Philadelphia" to teach vampyre magick to me so i can conserve and convert it. i noticed all the people in his clique where drained a color. it was also more so about using your surroundings and your own ability to the fullest until there is nothing. we're all being energy vampires moving without without intention. it's a cannibalistic world and to be without intention is hateful. hateful people don't get far they don't see the value and the beauty of everything around them. we both agree this is why people stay poor despite working. waste of energy and time

every worm trampled is a star 93

this is a crazy synchronicity for me! i was just thinking about getting into exercise again now that it's warming up. i used to skateboard right before COVID. it was fun because it was hard, i had a glow in the dark penny board. it was cool until i hit the pavement, it's the most fun i've ever had getting in shape. i've tried fitness classes before and it wasn't my thing but i think about that a lot. i like the way skaters dress and eat too. baggy jeans aren't my thing anymore, but I'll wear them if i have too. if i go back into it i'm going to be hanging out with the old heads not the kids and i like that so much more. if anyone reading this is ever in new york show "CRIF DOGS" some love right now. i used to hang out with my friend parked up in front and i love everything about looking around there. there's so much beautiful art on the walls, even the slushie machine is sick. i love going but i always forgot to buy a marker to tag the wall

i've been playing a lot more since i figured out i can only really play the seven string and that's it